Here, but barely

[greatbear]

I managed to be thrown out of the hospital for good behavior on Tuesday night. All is not sunshine and lollipops at home, however. I need a walker to get around, I have bouts of intense pain, and getting comfortable enough to get quality rest is dang near impossible. But, progress is being made.

Thanks ever so much to all who have commented on my previous entry and especially the one posted by Jeff (aka My Boochie). Y'all make me feel wanted and loved and just plain cared for all at once. It will be several days before I have anything even beginning to resemble a normal life, I'm hoping that progress continues as it has been. The first night home was scarier than at the hospital. The first night at the hospital was just this side of sheer terror at one point. While it was nice to have a room all to myself, the sheer lack of people coming and going made me feel abandoned. Completely unable to move, and in such intense pain I kept wondering what I had done. Things are improving, however, and as I get more independent movement back, I'll feel more comfortable in my situation.

Thanks again for all your kind words and concern!

*HUGS*

Comments

[furrbear.livejournal.com]

But you're here, Bubba, and for that we are most grateful.

Now heal and get better.

PS, don't be so macho that you won't take the pain meds or be afraid to call the doc's office if you need stronger.

[ricksf.livejournal.com]

Great to hear that you're back home and in the loving arms of Jeff, Kodi, and the attack kitties. Fingers crossed that your mending improves steadily!

[tonethbone.livejournal.com]

So glad to hear you are home. Patience. Things will get better
HUGS

[thetarnishedowl.livejournal.com]

One day at a time, Phil. It sounds like you're on the right track - finally! And please, no climbing on roofs or ladders for a while, OK?

[eric-mathgeek.livejournal.com]

Major hugs, bud. I hope you're feeling much much better soon, but I also hope you don't push it and let your body heal.

[putzmeisterbear.livejournal.com]

It's good to hear from you. Hope you mend swiftly and can enjoy your anniversary!

[beastbriskett.livejournal.com]

Yay! You're back! (har)

That first night is tough--so many unknowns. Such strange, inescapable sensations. Now you're home, with Jeff, and you can focus on healing. You've got such love and support behind you, Phil, including mine. Take things slowly, let the ol' bod knit, and nap when you feel like it. Pop those pain meds as much as it takes, that's what they're for.

Huge Hairy (gentle) Hugs*

Oh, here's something to while away the time.
The Creative Intenet

[notdefined.livejournal.com]

Remember, it is always stormy before the quiet. Healing smarts, you've been butchered and put back together. You will do fine, just keep your determination high and your fighting spirit in the front. Holding your closely.

Hugs

[kymutt.livejournal.com]

I hate hearin' the first few days after have been rough on you, but I know if anyone can pull through this it's you. Rest up, relax, and call on myself and others if you need to. We're here for ya, big guy. I'm sure we'll all be more than willin' to help, however we can. I figure this is one of the few times I can speak for the masses and not offend someone.

[rcfozzie.livejournal.com]

Glad to hear that part is over and now the healing begins. Hugs to you!

[beg1n.livejournal.com]

I speak from experience - don't overdo it! Doing so could screw up your healing properly. *hugs*

[champdaddy.livejournal.com]

Can't believe you're out already! I take that as a good sign. Hope your recovery goes fast... but don't rush it, Mister Man.

[fingertrouble.livejournal.com]

been AWOL this week, so missed the news.

Congrats and I hope the back and mobility get a lot better...I have a feeling it will, faster than you think :-)

[maxauburn.livejournal.com]

Stay with it, Phil!

I know you have courage. It took guts to get the operation.

The pain will get better, a tiny bit each day.

Take care of yourself now, and follow doctor's orders! No straining yourself.

You and Jeff are fortunate to have each other.

He will take care of you.

*ULTRA-HUGS* to you, Jeff, and Kodi!

[jrjarrett.livejournal.com]

NO SPLITTING CORDS OF WOOD!

Relax, heal, get better....

[mcbulldawg.livejournal.com]

I must agree with you on this!

[ptownnyc.livejournal.com]

Keep getting better, big guy. The world needs you out terrorizing it!

[rockybear02.livejournal.com]

Hang in there Phil - hopefully every day is a little bit better than the last one.

GENTLE HUGS

[mrdreamjeans.livejournal.com]

How will you handle the rehabilitation if you're at home? Daily appointments? I am so relieved that you came through surgery well. Your honey was terrific to ease the minds of all of us who care about you.

Successful healing, my friend!

HUGS!

[baeritone.livejournal.com]

Get better, Big Phil. I can't get the picture of the Asian woman on In Living Color doing the "Old Train" sketch out of my head, and I need a mental picture of you well again. :)

[detailbear.livejournal.com]

Take it easy. Your full-time job right now is rest and healing. No slacking on the job, now. ;-)

HUGS

[mcbulldawg.livejournal.com]

Hey Phil!

I'm so glad you're home! That will make healing that much better .. to be in YOUR bed.. at YOUR house with all the critters (and people) you love!

Big hugs to you my friend. Prayers and well wishes in your direction everyday from Temple, Texas.

-=McB

[ciddyguy.livejournal.com]

Yay! Nothing like being home with your tings, your honey and your bed, nothing beats it IMO.

As others have said, this is a good sign, being you kicked out of the hospital this quickly.

And I totally agree, no foolish shenanigans for a while, that is until you are healed up enough to do such safely.

Good luck and hugs!

[redmoonriver.livejournal.com]

I drown you in huggles! Drown, I say! :)

[fj.livejournal.com]

You're moving after spinal surgery.

This seems a win, walker or not, tempo or not.

NORMAL?

[disccub.livejournal.com]

It will be several days before I have anything even beginning to resemble a normal life,

Phil, I wish you a speedy recovery.
I quoted your statement to point out that you may end up with a different definition of "normal". Don't worry so much about doing what you did before, just focus on doing what you can.

[merlinwon.livejournal.com]

yet you are here.. YAY!! Congrats and now on to the healing process!! Soon you'll be ship shape in no time!! Just in time for the Hollydays! :)

XoX
<3

[geometrician.livejournal.com]

So glad to hear you are on the road to recovery. May it be speedy!

[2stroker.livejournal.com]

Get better real soon buddy,we miss you !

[msclwolf.livejournal.com]

You had so better be taking it easy mister. Lord knows I have to berate my husband enough to take it easy when his ailments get the better of him!!

Now sit, rest and potter only when you have to!!!