greatbear: (glasses)
In my earlier post I lamented on not having the frame of mind to make creative posts (or posts in general) here on LJ. My reasoning was not entirely forthright, because there have been times I wanted to make a post, but external factors thwart my attempts. One in particular, actually.

keyboard kat


This is Pinky. Beneath Pinky is my keyboard. She insists on laying in my keyboard drawer practically every night, or practically any time I am in front of this particular computer. I push my keyboard as far back on the surface as I can lest she provide her own input, and she settles in for the evening. I'm allowed the use of my mouse, but alphanumeric input is verboten. Actually, since the keyboard itself (as well as the mouse) is Bluetooth wireless, I can remove them both and let Pinky have the full 16 by 24 inch surface to stretch out on. The table itself is a dire mess, so ol' Pink can't lounge on the upper deck yet. You can also see a bit of my now-scrawny legs lost in my jeans. I hope to change that soon.

I also lost one of my USB hubs a while back and with it, my flash card reader connection. I remedied this tonight and can now go through some photos that have piled up on the SD/CF cards.

We are currently experiencing a notable SNOMG Event as I type this. The power has been on and off, lightning flashes in the distance, and a sticky/wet snow is clinging to everything it touches. I expect more busted up trees and shrubs from this one similar to what happened last winter during the numerous snowpocalypseses. I hope Jeff does not have to go to work (he is considered essential personnel who have to trek in even during facility closure, which is lunacy IMO), and I hope my doctor's appointment gets axed. Jeff had a wild ride home today, it's not gonna be nice tomorrow morning. My two snowblowers, By-Tor and Snow Dog, are squared for battle.

There's something quite assuring about a nice, warm house, a fire going in the woodstove and everyone home safe and sound while Ma Nature breaks bad on us right outside the door. If the power goes, no big deal, the warmth and safety continues unabated, and the generator is ready if the power gets knocked out for the count.

On a final note, youse guys make it pretty darn difficult for me to go skulking off into that dark, cold night. I acknowledge and cherish the friendships I have beyond my cat-covered keyboard, and like any friendship, it takes a certain amount of effort on my part to keep it thriving. Yeah, I could close up shop here, but the one who would ultimately suffer the most is me. I ain't gonna let that happen, trust me. Thanks to all of you who have kept my head in this space.
greatbear: (walken)
So, I can't sleep, as usual. Peering outside (not peeking, doing so seems to result in a flurry of BASIC commands =D) I see it snowing it's ass off. Not good. The area was not supposed to see this until later in the day. I warn Jeff to be prepared on his way to work. He calls me upon arriving there and said all the roads are a mess despite the~2 inches or so on the roads. I think the storm caught the road crews sleeping. Anyhoo, I look outside now and the snow has become a freezing rain. Just as predicted by the weather folk, except early. It's supposed to become snow again later today. The result of all this is a slushy lasagna of difficult-to-remove mess everywhere, and two guys not able to deal with it very effectively. If the snowblower can handle it, I'm set. I checked it out last night, it started on the first yank.

Normally, I like snow and winter in general. Recently, though, with my injuries and such, plus Jeff's health issues, I'm starting to give Old Man Winter the stink eye more often than not. At least I don't have to go anywhere today, having run my errands two days prior. Jeff has not only to drive back from work, but attend his cardiac rehab session if it's not (most likely) canceled. I have my doc appointment tomorrow morning, I hope everything is dealt with as far as road clearing 'n' such.

In other news, it's looking like nearly everything in the driveway is needing new batteries. The new truck is showing signs of battery weakness, this is common in the diesel models from what I've gathered, and the fact that it takes two batteries is a smack in the wallet. The Mini Cooper ate it's third battery again, this makes not one, but two Optima deep cycle batteries that decided to take a crap. I hope it can be warranteed. No more Optimas for me. The Stratus was dead the other day after not driving it for about a week, I am not sure if it's Optima battery is toast or there is a parasitic draw killing it. The Strat batt took a charge and came out happy. The one in the Mini is a goner. I took the original battery out of the Stratus after 8+ years simply because a battery that old is living on borrowed time. Little did I know it would outlive about a half dozen batteries in the three years since I swapped it out. I just installed a new battery in Jeff's ride several weeks ago. It never ends. Vehicle maintenance, house repairs and now a huge medical bill, and me no worky and no pay. My poor savings accounts hate me.

Why no posts of a more personal nature in a long while? It's not that I don't have a lot going on, relatively speaking. I just seem to have lost the desire to talk about stuff online. Perhaps I'll be more in the sharing mood in the future, if I don't abandon personal posting altogether. I'm just not feeling it any longer. It's "social media overload" for me, or maybe more of a pushback. I have no idea who reads these things ♠ (the cat managed to walk across my keyboard just now and made that spade sign, I decided to share it) beyond those on my f-list, and some days I feel like some crazy dude mumbling loudly on a subway platform. I'm finding myself reverting to my old, quiet self in the past several years. Rest assured I value my friendships and like to chitchat, but I'm a wallflower by nature, and a wilting one at that.
greatbear: (fuzzy)
It seems that the NOM ad drama I mentioned earlier today has been looked into by the LJ staff, who made an effort in posting an explanation not only in the source journal entry but in my comment stream as well. Plus, an entry made by the ever vigilant (and possibly damp!)[livejournal.com profile] wet_in_sf detailing his contacting LJ staff about this issue got a prompt reply as well. It seems that work was done by LJ to nip this mess in the bud before it got out of hand as sometimes happened in the past. Good show.

It appears that LJ/SUP does take an active role in controlling what sort of ads show up via the third-party add service, and this one seems to have been crafted in a way to evade such controls using keyword combinations and other means. This reeks of typical Rush/Rovian tactics and the sort of means championed by smarmy far-right wingnuts. These sorts have no honor or scruples.
greatbear: (shit pile)
Uh oh.

While quietly tinkering in the Workshop of Mayhem I sensed a disturbance in the LJ Force. Actually, I was just hungry, but during my break for lunch, I discovered this:



Of course, this is to be expected around teh intarwebs these days. But that's not the whole issue. This ad has been popping up in ad-supported LJs and is being hosted by SUP, the outfit that owns Livejournal.

I think it's time that Teh Gays pwn Livejournal. Again.

More info can be found here.

([livejournal.com profile] snugglebitch via [livejournal.com profile] nebris)

EDIT: It seems that LJ itself was blindsided by this about as much as those journal owners who were affected by it. The comments following this post include one by the LJ staff apologizing and referencing in greater detail what happened and what they are doing to prevent it from happening again. It seems this issues was pretty promptly dealt with before it became huge. Kudos.
greatbear: (fuzzy)
The weekend was a productive, albeit spendy one. It seemed we were variously driving all over Pennsylvania for different reasons. On Saturday night we decided mostly at the last minute to drive over to Harrisburg and the Brownstone for their 'Bear Night'. Got to see some folks we hadn't seen in ages, which was a pleasant surprise. The place was seriously packed, something I don't particularly enjoy any more, but having friends around made it a lot of fun. I believe I spotted a couple LJers but they got buried in the sea of humanity and I could not track them down after a while. We also discovered that two different couples that we know will be staying at Coastal Acres campground the same time we will be there during Bear Week in PTown. This is gonna make that week that much more enjoyable I think.

We drove home a bit earlier than usual today so we could unload our share of the pig parts, the grocery haul from the Amish grocer, Kodi, a load of firewood, the two machines, couple baskets of laundry and some other nonsense and more or less take it easy afterward. I unpacked and assembled the wood shaper, only to discover that the spindles bind about half way into the socket. Bummer. I'll call Grizzly tomorrow and see what's up, most likely will get a replacement socket/shaft under warranty. This company is apparently noted for their customer service, if it's anything like what I experienced in the store I thing I will be well taken care of. I'll uncrate the lathe most likely tomorrow eventing.

The upcoming days will be taken up with more cleaning, fixing and a day at Carlisle interrupting it all next Saturday if the weather is good. The trailer will get spruced up and ready for the summer as well. Because of not having enough time off as well as needing the time to fix up the house, I will forgo my trip to the Tail of the Dragon and the big MINI gathering there this year. The poor little car gets a reprieve this year.

My LJ activities will dwindle down to mostly nothing from here on out. I've been feeling oddly awkward posting my recurring daily life here; I've come to the conclusion that my quiet, private nature suits me the best as it has for all these years. And I am kidding myself to think I am some sort of 'blogger' in the most technical sense. I'm content with reading my friends list and leaving comments. I will probably still post about major events affecting me, but exercises like the previous paragraphs just feel, I dunno, out of place any more. Maybe it's the season and/or my desire to stick with hands-on, physical tasks and direct, personal interactions more than the virtual these days. I might end up with a change of heart after a while, but for now I feel the updates for the sake of posting them is kinda pointless anymore. If I am wrong in thinking this, let me know.

Easter eggs

Apr. 4th, 2009 10:05 am
greatbear: (arethahat)
Apparently my little April Fools joke was pretty effective. Not just the joke itself, mind you, but it's echo. Look back at my supposed Twitter stream. You'll find stuff that's not quite right. (Hint: times and links.)

This brings me to what I would say is my modus operandi in regards to LJ posting and some comments. In a fair amount of my posts I shovel in a lot of hidden information. I will often incorporate a memorable sentence from one of my friends list entries. The alt text of pictures or the mouseover text of links will often convey unusual commentary. Sometimes I will make a post partially or completely in someone else's style. Many people I read here are often very pro- or anti-something. If they are having problems that I can be of help with (say, a person who hates Macs is having problems with their Windows PC), I will offer my advice salted with a little humourous dig at their beloved or a sympathetic jab in the direction of their dislike. This latter bit is something I do very rarely, and if I sense it's being taken wrong (teh intarweb is srs bsns!) I will cease.

There are other little idiosyncrasies to be found here and there, but I will let the reader find them if and when they happen. Or don't, for that matter. I have a feeling a lot of them are ignored or fly over people's heads who might not have all the info to be in on the humor. In the meantime, I will keep things going here at Mayhem Central pretty much as they have been for nearly six years. How time flies.

Now off with Kodi to the vet. He hates this with a passion.

Whither LJ?

Jan. 6th, 2009 06:03 pm
greatbear: (Default)
If, in the remote chance that all we know as Livejournal disappears like some anti-Putin political dissident, I have my LJ safely ensconced on my own hard drives. I read about the layoffs the other day, and expected a wildfire of commentary soon enough. Y'all didn't disappoint. ;)

Should LJ evaporate, I will probably continue on using my own site and tools if I feel the urge to keep blogging. Otherwise, it's been a great run. The thing I would miss the most is the interaction and commentary with all of you. However, I think we are pretty much going to hang around for a while.
greatbear: (vacation)
Well, another vacation has come and gone. This one definitely ranks well in the upper percentile. The weather was perfect, the food to die for, and the friends, both old and new, sealed this one as one of our best. So much to catch up on, it will take a few posts. I'll never begin to catch up on past LJ entries, so I ain't bothering. If there is something of note I should know about, let me know.

Only issues I encountered was a schizoid navigation unit that sent us on some strange routes when it was somewhat functioning, otherwise it sat stupidly, constantly searching for position. Looks like a bit of technology destined for the junk box in the basement. I also know that I can run the fuel gauge completely to 'empty' for at least 30 miles with no ill effects. We had a prime spot at the campground, with great neighbors who could always be counted on for good conversation (aside from a strange pair of silent, isolationist Quebecois with ill-mannered dogs who spent most of their time either inside their RV or outside in it's screened-in 'porch' encased in black privacy curtains). I did not take as many pictures as I had done last year (I accidentally left my memory card pouch home and I needed more space), deciding to enjoy the moments instead. Still, I have several hundred photos to pick through and upload as time permits.

I've had folks prior to and during our trip stare and give winced looks when I tell them I pulled our trailer all that distance to and from P-Town given today's prices for diesel fuel. Last year, diesel fuel prices hovered around $2.95/gal, this year a solid two bucks was added to that amount. I budgeted enough for fuel knowing that this year, diesel will hit that magical 5 dollar-per-gallon figure the oil companies have been salivating over. My prediction was spot-on.

Total miles driven: 1296
Average cost of diesel fuel: Roughly $4.95/gal
Average MPG: 11.3
Total cost of fuel: Don't remind me. :)

Worth every damn penny.

I'll be posting more as I can. As planning and luck would have it, I have only four days of work this week before my next free Friday. What are we planning to do with it? You guessed it, more camping. This time at Hillside. I'm going to need another little vacation to recover from such a rough week. ;o)
greatbear: (calvin's concise)
It's been a long time in coming, and I have been doing what I can to keep things running as smoothly as possible here on my LJ as long as I could, but I am running out of options.

Either my LJ is a victim of it's own success, or I have overextended myself beyond a sensible involvement in it. Or perhaps it's both.

My friends list has expanded immensely over time. Keeping up with everyone's entries is time consuming. A couple hours can pass and I will gain a couple dozen or more new entries, not including those from communities or RSS feeds. In other words, by the end of the workday when I come home and unwind, I can be faced with 100 or more posts. Being that these are from those I feel 'closest' to on my list, I am faced with the choices of using a sizable amount of limited free time to interact with everyone, skimming over entries to try and find the most important ones (which is unfair), or simply reaching a cutoff point where I dont go back any further in my friends entries (even worse than unfair).

Likewise, I enjoy interacting with people who comment after I make a post. The time I spend reading and commenting on other folk's LJs takes away from the personal involvement here. This is part of the reason why my entries show up late in the day, usually the last thing before I hit the sack. It lets any comments collect slowly, and I can tend to them later the next day (I dont blog from work). I realize that many of you are in the same situation as I am, and can only read so far back. As such, my entries get missed in much the same way.

As much as I hate to say it, time has finally come for some major changes. First of all, LiveJournal has been eating into my time way too much. I simply have to spend more time doing all the other stuff and tasks that are part of daily life, or else I fall behind. As it stands, I am way behind in many areas. As springtime soon moves in, a lot of serious work needs to be done here. New roof on the house and garage, gardening and yard work, and more travel and activities that me and Jeff promised ourselves. I also need to consider my health in all of this. I used to be more active around here prior to the advent of 'net chatting and blogging. My hands were seemingly built with tools in mind, not a keyboard. And my realization that I need to create and spend more face-time with people means I have to spare the virtual socializing.

But I cant bring myself to cut off contact here with anyone. I made so many friends here. I want the virtual to become the realtime. I love to read about what y'all are doing and I love to share my goings-on with you. It's not a habit, it's a necessity now. LJ has become my sole online socializing space these days. What other online presence I didnt dismantle (Bearciti, BMB) have become simple contact points, and might be eliminated soon anyway.

Lastly, I dont want to go about trimming my friends list or compartmentalizing people into groups. I have already separated most of the communities and feeds into sub-groups to allow only you guys your own place. Still, I get overwhelmed.

In closing, I have a question for those with sizable friends lists. How do you do it? I know many can post from work or use mobile devices to keep in touch, neither of which is an option for me at this time. I already feel as if I am turning my back on a whole bunch of people here, and that is never my intention.

I'm lost.
greatbear: (fuzzy)
For the past two days I have mostly been moping around the house and sleeping while a pulled muscle in my shoulder/back makes my life miserable. Today we got socked with about four inches of snow/sleet/rain that is currently fusing itself into an immovable mess. With that, I am going to take off one more day and hope I will be up to dragging out the snowblower to clean it off the driveways. I really dont want to deal with the mess driving to work and the deadly parking lot at work. Lemme tell ya, it's hell getting old. Anyone planning to do so might want to make other plans.

Been futzing with the PCs while not able to do anything physical. Time has come to start revamping the LAN and the server. This one has been running continuously since 2000, and does not owe me anything. While the weather is nasty, I want to get some more Ethernet cables run to where the home theater setup will be (again) as well as the closet that now houses the big color laser. The wireless access points are working fine, but are way too slow for serious video streaming and file backups. Gigabit, here we come.

A lot of sad news on LJ today. This seems to be happening with increasing frequency in the last couple years. I've been hoping this is not a trend.

Jeff and I are trying to solidify travel plans and other recreational stuff for the year. Since starting his new job, he has only a piddling two weeks of vacay to start off with, so our big trip will be for a week in Provincetown during 'bear week'. Unlike last year, we are not planning on signing up for the week's events, since last year we only partook of one thing. No, this will be simply our vacation once again with the chance of running across some friends along the way. It looks like anything else we try to do will end up being mostly of the 'extended weekend' variety until Jeff gets more time off.
greatbear: (fuzzy)
LJ is once again offering a permanent account, for 150 dollars. Should I? Or shouldnt I? Should you?

LJ and me

Aug. 8th, 2006 10:54 pm
greatbear: (fuzzy)
Last month my paid subscription came due as well as my extra userpics and whatnot. I re-upped for another year, but did so without any sort of direction or purpose for this thing called 'blog'. While I have not been a typical prolific poster for quite some time, this thing does give me an outlet of sorts. More to the point, it is also a window into many peoples' lives and activities, many of whom I consider close friends. In recent months, this has mostly been a record of my Mom's declining health. While glum at times, it is also been a glimpse into who she was. In here, she lives on in a way. This is only a good thing, at least to me.

I am mostly an intensely private person. This begs the question, what does someone so allegedly private need a blog for? A conundrum: a private person's life as an open book. I did not need to update my paid status here for the basic features, but for the extra stuff that would come in handy should I take off with this thing once more. Will it happen? I dont know yet. My future of late is full of questions and voids. I am not sure what the upcoming days will bring, but just in case, I have this outpost to call my own. I feel extraordinarily alone and broken at times, but I still manage to get through the days. I hope to find myself once again, and just maybe my journal will be of some assistance. After all, I have connected with some of the coolest people on the planet via this thing, and that alone is a candle in my current darkness.

Thanks for being my light.
greatbear: (oh schnapp)
The always entertaining, rather cute and 'net culture savvy Lore Sjöberg (gotta love that umlaut!) over at Wired has a nice quicky write-up on creating a better LiveJournal.

EDIT: It looks to me like some of you might have already heeded this advice. ;)

Peek-a-boo

Apr. 6th, 2006 11:24 pm
greatbear: (forearms)
Bless me LJ for it's been nearly a month since I posted anything.

I have been busy with but also having fun (mostly) with the typical spring goings-on that happen here. Car work, redoing the vegetable garden, enjoying the fresh air, that sort of thing. It's been refreshing to finally shake off the 'hibernation'.

While I have not been doing much to my blog lately, I still have been thinking about it as I read the news, listen to music or see/hear something interesting. I figure those items would make good blog entries, so I jot them down as files on my ever-present USB drive. Tonight, I cannot find the drive anywhere, so I assume (hope) it's still poking out of the work PC. I'll find out tomorrow.

Been making the folks at Snap-On, Summit Racing and various MINI suppliers considerably richer lately. A month from now, it's my annual trek to NC/TN and the Tail Of The Dragon along with over 500 (!) other Mini Cooper owners. This time, Jeff and Bear the Pomzilla will come along for the ride. Methinks Jeff is not gonna ride along during very many of my gonzo runs. I'll bring a barf bag just in case.

Speaking about little Bear, earlier in the week he had his doodads removed. He's 6 months old already. While a part of me knows it's the right thing to do, another part of me feels bad about taking away his 'manhood'. He's still moping, of course, and something tells me he's not too happy with us right now.

Finally, about this whole LJ thing. While I do miss posting stuff in a way, it has felt good to take a break. I've been reading everyone else when I can, and occasionally commenting. Ironically, I picked up a few new readers during my absence. Not sure how to take that. Am I more interesting if I just STFU? :) Granted, I did lose some folks as well. I expected to lose more than I did, after all, why hang around reading a neglected blog? Anyhow, greetings to those few who've decided to hang out here. Perhaps there will be more action around here then there has been lately. I hope you enjoy. And please, introduce yourselves.

Cheers.

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